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you, you would have seen I love you more - instead of quitting giving you goose-bumps, like I did, I'd have taken you out the next time two nights too - you would have become my sister being with me, instead of my writing letters - I don't mean I'd make you be bad, because I wouldn't - but you'd have seen that my love is more free, and I'm more free to love you. Then I could have given you in person, some of the love from my heart, that you need, and was held back - it will be that way when we're married, that I won't stop loving you, but I'll love you with my heart.

Now I found that all along, then, back inside, I felt owned by the army and not free - but if you'll own me, and I belong to you, you own me, I'm yours, my heart is now yours (but was tied yp by being owned by the army, before) and I love you completely and I don't think there's anything else left with a tie on my love, so I feel completely free to love you now - it's so good it makes me feel like stretching and turning over and going to sleep. It didn't take being, for me, to be able to love you like I do now, but these other things I've told you, we'll still get used to living

with each other, but now I love you completely now. Not being with you holds it back a little, but having you will finish it out. How can I say it is I love you now? Completely, that you are the owner of all my love, it all belongs to you. all myself will belong to you, be yours, I'll be your love-slave, owned by you, loving you completely, loving you as if you are my mother, and wanting to be mothered, loved, by you - loving you as if you were a little girl, to give you love and affection - loving you as a wife, needing


attention, love - loving you as a girl, whatever age - that if you will own and posses me, then all the love I can know will be yours alone - and Connie, my love, as we write like this the time is going, and we will be together - you know, that what I write, is somewhat understood by my head as it is felt in my heart, and I try to show you the truth of what is really in me - none of what I say is only part-true to make you love me more, but all thast I say is what

I feel in my heart - it's not just words, it's what's in my heart for you or I'd never say it. So like at first saying you didn't know how I felt, you were afraid I put us apart but it brought us together - and all this time I've told you it wasn't all my love, but by knowing and seeing I've found ways past the things that stopped me, so knowing things weren't complete, now I feel different.

So own me, possess me, let me belong to you, and I'll quit


all that thinking, now, and just love you with my heart. I don't want to think, just let me love you, in your love.

You can draw an imaginary chain around me, and I'll be all your own - your own personal property - to see no one else, think of no one else - want you, love you, live with you, have you, be with you to be your own. No one else. I'll keep you safe, and take care of you, and love you with all my love. I do now - love you with all my love. I love you completely.


How much will still be due at Dayton's and AM's? And how much do you think we should have to start here? I talked to several people at church in Overlea last night, that you and I are being married and will need an apartment. I'll look more next weekend again, maybe put an ad in the paper for April 1st - two families would give me references if I asked them. Maybe I'll put an ad in an information mimeo sheet that goes around here, too.


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